if she reads this then good. ive just said what i needed to say to make you see how much im hurting inside.
to all those who dont know, im in love with beth ralph. for a few weeks now, ive been trying to adapt to the fact she has a very close male friend.... as you can tell this was not good for me. after i saw texts from these two i pointed out that this was not what i could deal with and i actually accused her of cheating on me with said friend. apparently i was wrong and i accept this..
later that week she did cheat on me with two different guys. i also accepted that this was more than i should have to deal with. i didnt walk away however because i do love her more than i could ever express in words. i brushed it asside.
however, the one thing my mind cannot get my head around is the closeness of beth and her friend. the reason: they have history and yet even though i am the boyfriend, she still flirts with him like they are going out with each other. i cant deal with it. if it's me being immature then fine, i am so so sorry and i cant tell you how much you dont deserve me.... but if it's not just me, then surly we should both have to adapt....
Unless you were trying to be offensive on purpose you may want to rewrite this sentence:
ReplyDelete"i am so so sorry and i cant tell you how much *you dont deserve me* ...."
Let it all out mate...
ReplyDeleteI mean don't sugar coat it..
i ment dont deserve me in a 'im the problem and you dont need me'
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ReplyDeleteYou will be surprised to know that I agree with you on this one and have said as much to Beth.
For some reason tho shes never valued my opinion much. I advise you get Philip to tell her. He seems to have more moral standing than me.
have you ever thought xanth, that she only doesn't listen cos you never tell her what she wants to hear? Phil however, pretty much always shrugs and says 'do what you want'
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure if that's completely true. He's not as condemning as me but not as lenient as Chloe. But whatever he is its obviously not enough because she still misbehaves.
ReplyDeletePut an electric dog collar on her
ReplyDeleteThats what i do to my bitch