i'll stop yo-yo ing

hello to one and all.

i realise that recently ive been switching between a possitive blog and a negative blog almost alternately... well this ends. i will try to write in the best frame of mind possible at the time.

so in light of this, i'm absoluty chuffed that msn has got its act together and let my update my name :)
im kinda miffed that cadets was crap tonight, but on the upside, i get to go skiing next thursday so good good.
and finally, im catching up in IT which has been a bitch to me for WEEKS now... all starting to go right.

please, nothing ruin my friday, saturday or sunday? x
lew

wow.... :(

today has been my 'epic fail day'. im pretty sure we all have them, but mine seemed to be particularly epic....

i failed my driving test thanks to nerves which would have been subsided prior to my test if it hadnt have been for my instructor turning up 3 minutes AFTER the examiner had called my name....safe to say i didnt have the hours recommended lesson before commencing the test, and i subsiquently shat about 5 bricks as i started the engine finally... next time, my instructor is paying for my test.

also ive said something in the wrong way to someone i care about dearly, and i think ive hurt them somewhat... so if you somehow read this, i am so sorry, it didnt mean it to come out like that and i trust you completly and utterly.

now im feeling like a douche who should announce things AFTER i think about what to say, and im gutted. very very gutted, and very....unhappy