the problem with..... part 15

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i dont deny, this is a complete cop-out as i cant be arsed to think of a title.

on this fine day ive come to realise something quite profound..... if String-theory is to be believed, then in an infinate number of paralel universes, i'm not only in my current state, but im also happy.

its quite hard to imagine multiple universes at the best of times, let alone an infinate number, and let alone me being content with the world at large.

so whats got me down?

firstly......TIME.... the lack of it.
im a fairly busy person as you know, and getting time to myself is something that i generally need to sacrafice some sleep for.

down-time, as i like to call it, is when you appreciate the world and all the glorious wonder of it.... or when you see your friends in a situation where you dont need to worry about teachers.... or when you can kiss someone whenever the hell you want, wherever you want.... or whatever.

secondly....my apparent inability to 'grow a pair'

thirdly......rumors...... im sick of these bastards.
earlier in the week i was told something i considered quite disturbing and has been playing on my mind ever since. i literally cant comprehend how numb my brain goes when thinking and trying to make sence of the situation.... (further details can be found if u ask me directly)

and finally......why should i care?
im in the middle of several situations that i could so easily walk out of....but would leave them high and dry..... now as much as i want to walk away, i also enjoy going there..... catch 22.


ye shall recieve no extra bits today coz frankly im not in the mood.

CIAO