Wednesday, 6 July 2011

a sincere apology

For what it's worth, I don't hate anyone or even particularly dislike anyone with any kind of passion...but recently a combination of stress, anxiety and anger has fueled some kind of rage which has become concentrated towards some people under certain conditions. For this, I truly am sorry. It is never worth it to lash out at people regardless of circumstance and it is never good to dismiss someone just because they say what they want, but that seems to be what I'm doing if the right buttons are pushed. Tonight, the job of button pushing was made easier by a 'family member', and in anticipation of causing offence or retaliated aggression, I apologise in advance. Once things in my life get ironed out I will be Lewis again.
Shouldn't be too long...and these changes will make a better Lewis in the long run.
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Thursday, 2 June 2011

Monday, 30 May 2011

now I'm bored

Ok, so by me doing this, you could probably tell I'm desperately bored. I've filled in an application form for a microlight scholarship and sent it off...and now watching live at the Apollo, whilst waiting for texts back...they won't come, I know, but I can dream.
Someone distract me?
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Tuesday, 11 January 2011

oh you little bugger....

right, first thing's first... 15 minutes in work is not enough to sustain bills being paid and all the other crap i need to pay for... so with this, im starting a new job search :D

career or part time?

for some reason, guys, i am absolutely shattered. physically cant keep my bloody eyes open...which begs the question, "what in GODS NAME am i doing STILL AWAKE!!!!"

BLOGGING is going to become a regular part of my life from now on. i have my life almost totally planned out and i fully intend to TRY to follow it. this should be interesting guys... watch this space lol.

i also think that school is picking up for me now. organisation has become key in my life, and im loving it.

thats your lot from me today, so im going to sleep.
ciao

Thursday, 6 January 2011

how the hell is Bebo still up and running???

hello esteemed guests of mine, another edition of my life in words coming straight to you from the back of my trousers.

i'd like to start off, if i may (although it's my blog so fuck you anyway...), with some good news for me: it's my one year anniversary with Beth! adore her lots.

and now i'd like to move on..... because i can.... to my title/questiony thingy..
HOW ON GOD'S EARTH DOES BEBO STILL EXIST!!!!
Bebo is dead for 99% of the internet using population, HOWEVER, the 1% are making up for this shortcoming.
Bebo of course was one of the first major social websites dedicated to every aspect of someones life...and it's great while you're 11/12/13 or so... but after the next logical step was a Myspace.... which again was pretty much the same genre of activity. Myspace is dead. why isnt Bebo?!

all this was sparked by an invitation to a group called 'scottish babes 2k11', which is similar to every other invite i've received in the last few years.... which leads me to believe that the only people who use bebo are either paedophiles looking for fresh meat, or scottish noobs who've just logged on for the first time.

either way, something must be done to educate these poor bastards who have nothing better to do than create a self esteem raising fan page which inevitably fails when they realise they're the only user and no-one has accepted them, thus leaving them vulnerable, lonely and susceptible to paedophiles, looking for fun by raising said noob's self esteem...

this is why i believe bebo should be LOGGED OFF! perverts and 11 year olds use it. NEITHER should use it.
if anyone can counter this argument, i will be more than happy to oblige in hand to hand combat to the death.

IN OTHER NEWS
i have come to the staggering conclusion that i am not the only one with bad drinking habbits, so FUCK YOU to those who bitch about me and have a go at me. sort yourself out first.
also, designated driver is essentially lower than whale shit, on a night out....and you feel like it too, especially when other people have incredibly bad social drinking styles and attitudes.
next time, i'm getting WASTED!


any-whoo...
time for me to go now, as a village in Cambodia needs someone to laugh at them.
night all!!