welcome to page 3

well another holiday has passed for me....woop-de-doo im back (sooo much sarcasm..)

ive established something:

#please be advised that readers may find some scenes depressing, boring or just plain daft.....descression is advised as i cant be arsed to give it an age certificate#

i have come to the conclusion that abertridwr, caerphilly and wales, although beautifull, are fucking boring. there is jack shit to do around here, and i am rapidly becoming utterly sick of the same damn routines that i have had implanted in my mind by people telling me i've got 'commitments'....

BOLLOCKS! i dont have any commitments that make my life drain away, so much so that only by virtue of the fact my mates are here, do i keep my feet planted. this entire concept of commitment is wearing me thin. day by day i feel my patence shrink, and beneith the underlayer my motivation is dying quickly. nothing seems worth it anymore.... ive been away to 3 different places this summer, and yet its only when i return home 'where the heart is', that i realise how crap this place is (not my home or family or friends....the area, the people, the rest). nothing is more exhilerating to me now, than to get the fuck away from caerphilly!

ive got people telling me this that and the other.... my 'commitments and responsibilities' lie in only a few areas, and yet the weight of them is killing me:

.....school
.....cadets
.....coaching

all of these combined is proving potent to me at the moment. for christ sake, can anyone help me....at all.... i dont care who you are, how we are as mates, where you live.... help me.

without trying to sound too melodramatic, you may be some kind of saviour to me.
thanks

my holiday blog...minus pictures

kalispera!

i managed to get on here for a period of time greater than the time it takes to wipe.....

so hello :D its been a while hasnt it

first things first, i DONT know how ive done in the exams so dont ask till im home.....and secondly, how did everyone else do? ive been gettin scrappy pieces of info from people nd i think im working on the basis that anything above a C is fookin amazing....

talk to you all soon :D
Adio!

the problem with.....part 4

the morning after the night before.....



dude....ouch



well, that's what happens (sorry, i'll speak quieter) if u stay out all night, and then only leave to avoid cleanin up your mess....



god damn it, i dont care where you managed to fit 5 bannanas after some much violent persuasion.... you're late man, get up!



right, here....take these, drink this, stop compaining, and get your arse out of bed..



NO YOU CANNOT HAVE AN EXTRA 5 MINUTES



do you want me to tell her what you did with those twin asian girls.....and that 1 guy?



oh you dont remember!....there's a bloody suprise..... when you had all those optics, i didnt think you would remember much...



#optics are the liquors you often see behind the bar....very alcoholic....and an optic chaser is when you mix a shot of each of the optics in a big glass.....usually adds up to a pint or so, of pure regret......(FYI)#



well c'mon.....crowds are waiting......

now lets annalyse your picture --->

you're now a fat slob, only-just retaining a job, gawping with the exciting prospect of another day, you've just shat yourself and you're proud, and you're gona die from liver failure in the next 10 minutes....due to 1 night out.... you discrace the name of binge drinker (and i can tell all that, just from your pic :P )

QOTD (question for the day)

Mair: if i could be any person, living of fictional, it would be a major religious leader from either islam or christianity..... basicly, i want to maipulate millions and millions of people to do stupid things in the name of something that may or may not exist, and remain blameless in the eyes of my people..... so religious icons are a perfect choice....especially those two religions, because they're the most violent and hysterical religions in the world

Tim: im not gona be in the country on results day unfortunatly, so i have no idea; however, if i do get wind, i'll let you know......


btw, if anyone is holding a party after the 28th, i wanna come drown my sorrows :P






my question today is: how many times have you people been completly rat-arsed....you know.... ABSOLUTLY WASTED





CRA


(and im out of the country....agen....for another 2 weeks, and wont be able to text this time)


see ya soon



(and sorry the blog is SO spaced out....mysterious blogging format.... stupid as fu..)

the problem with.....part 3

parties





we all love them in general (appart from wakes.....whats the point... they're dead! doesnt matter how good the tunes are, they wont wake up).



the colaberation of social setting (usually someones house), the beer (self explanitory, although the stronger the better), and the friends (the least important componant AFTER they've given you the beer). often, party's are defined by the music that gets played, and the people that turn up.....not too posh....no slappers/tarts



they can be big or small and yet still have the same epic qualities as the other. magical times where no-one gives a damn, and even the more... 'larger' people.... get up and shake their posterior to the rhythem of the beat....even though we wish they wouldnt..



having said that....there are 2 downsides to this:

1) (the fat people dancing, we've covered)

2) the clean-up



clean-up is that brief period of time after the party where you wish you'd never said, 'fuck it, come round mine, we'll have a laf'... its also the time when you realise who you should never invite again, and who your true friends are;



the people you should never invite again are the people who thought that they could break what they want, because they're retarded and have no morals or respect.....gwyn (oj dude!)



and you're true friends...the ones you knew would stand beside you throughout....the ones you can depend upon for anything in the world.......well, they can all be indentified by the fact they all pissed off early so as to avoid the clean-up process...only aquaintances stay and to their bit before buggerin off to sleep....somewhere...



anyways....just try and get some sleep dude, and be gratefull your not this guy in the background ----->





















THOUGH FOR THE DAY!!!!

the film GI Joe, is coming out soon......does anyone else think Britain should retaliate by making an Action Man film?

and to Tim....my favourite revel is the coffee one, much to other people's distaste


thanks for the questions, and keep 'em coming

CRA

a response: the problem with.....part 1 of a million

i received some questions from the aformentioned blog (yay, the system works :P )

XANTHE: Why are you so guarded?
answer: i dont fully know.... i think its probably because as much as i like to think it, i dont trust that many people....much less with all i know in my life. nothing catastophic has ever happened to me in my short yet somewhat productive existance....
i dont feel that anything would come from telling people all about me....im not that vain, i just act, hence the guardedness when something proper does come my way. as ive said many times before, im not special, im just me. its actually a pretty basic and sad existance with its ups and downs like any other. im a pretty depressing guy at heart too, and i would hate (truly now) to bring anyone to my level of pathetic depression.
answered enough? W/B

GWYN: Why don't you make a blog of your own 50 random questions, instead of asking us to question you in such a way?
answer: i cant be arsed :)

TIM: Is there a god?
answer: you bastard, you've picked a question that man has druled over for millenia......the answer is of no importance in the world....it's a case of pure argumentitive skill.
this is one of the rare cases where you literally cant say yes or no, based on current scientific evidence or religious evidence. if you are ignorant and base an answer upon science, then you will get a biased answer, and vise versa.
there is overwhelming evidence to suggest in BOTH ways.....and due to this, they damn near cancle each other out. science is currently working on theory's to explain the origins of the universe, based upon multi-dimentional and mulitiple universes. religion already has an anwser for the creation of the universe, in every religion. the fundimental questions have been answered by religion, and are currently being worked out and solved by scientific theorists, physicists, chemists, etc.
till science has evolved to a state where it can answer and provide evidence for a god, it's impossible to deem religion as either true or false.

but i leave you with this:
science adjusts it's views based on what's observed. faith is the denial of observation so that belief can be preserved.