too too much....

firstly, happy birthday to xanthe and bethan....fantastic night last night and thanks again XD

secondly....dont ever let me drink like that again...... the whole, 'head under my jacket, asleep', look, doesnt really suit me, i feel....


so to news....and shit.....
even though i feel like someone's kicked me in all the right places, and i look like ive been dragged through a hedge backwards.... i feel like a dog with two dicks :) its been wicked to see everyone out and about at a party again.... ive really missed all the fun and action. really was a shame not everyone from our lil 'group' could go, which is why we need another party to recover from this one XD

me and leroy mendez will be organising something in the near future, with the intention of having a night to remember....for the right reasons too XP

i am truly rat-arsed still, so i'll do the rest of the blog in another one...
enjoy taking the piss :D
CRA X

that's what HE said!

I AM A FUCKING GENIOUS!

nah, not really....i just love to see curse words in capitol letters, in the middle of a sentance which is, for all intense and purposes...... a blatent lie.

so hi again and welcome to another voyage of discovery into unknown and uncharted (and un-cared about) territory.

usually i talk a load of bollocks, and hopefully, today shall be no exception!

today i wanted to paruse the subject of the 'best day of my life'- thus far (i might add)...... so..... the best day of my life, didnt even occur in the day.....it was a lil night time sneak out with some people. all we did was meet up, sit down in a back alley and look up at the stars on a crisp november night.

it was cold. we huddled to keep warm. then, as we sat on the freezing tarmac, we looked up and saw shooting stars! how friggin cool was that! we just sat there, only for an hour or so, and watched the sky light up in sharp flashes of intense beauty.

nothing compared to that night.....appart from the other countless 'greatest moments of my life'- thus far (gora keep adding that)

---see....bollocks---

TFTD
have you ever even seen a sperm?

QFTD
what was your 'best day'....what did you do? who did you sleep with? how many prostitutes did u bang....phil? ;)

HUFTD
erm....school.... get your work done... get outa here

as i say every blog....
CRA XD


now available in 3 extra flavours! all chocolate

a slight break with tradition....

in addition to my, 'the problem with...' blogs, i wanted to do this.... just a lil blog about whatever the hell pops into my mind or whatever i feel... clarification, questioning, and all manner of plots will be displayed here....
and i shall call it:

that's what HE said!

my first lil post is about me (i make myself feel special :P )
i heared there are jobs going down in GAME in town, and i want....desperatly....
whats the best way to appeal to a game store? nerdy? enthralled? desperate? virgin, with spots and a nevous disposition?

i really really really really really want a job, and this seems to be one way of going about it.... but knowing full well that i'll have to beat off a bunch of possibly brace-wearing nerds, who will have X-box controllers, starving for food and hit points, after playing *WoW or *D and D, or maybe even *COD.....

(* i need to get the practice in, at being nerdy, so ive used these ways of saying game names....for those who DONT know what they are, the first is world of warcraft, the second is dungeons and dragons, and the third (which is the only good one out of the three) is call of duty)

i need, also, to write a CV, which ive been trying to do since about year 10..... hmmm..... any tips? how the hell do i start? lol

any and all advice, greatly appreciated!


now.....even though this is a new section of my blog, i'll still going to do the extra bits on the end!
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
when the world 'ends' in 2012...how many times will you wank on the final day?

QUESTION FOR THE DAY
monkey nipple toast pillowcases?

HEADS-UP FOR THE DAY
driving on sunday (clear the goddamn roads!) and i'll also be doing fuck all on saturday XD

CRA (comment! rate! appreciate!)

holy jesus with a carving knife, its in stereo!

the problem with..... part 15

stuff (1)

i dont deny, this is a complete cop-out as i cant be arsed to think of a title.

on this fine day ive come to realise something quite profound..... if String-theory is to be believed, then in an infinate number of paralel universes, i'm not only in my current state, but im also happy.

its quite hard to imagine multiple universes at the best of times, let alone an infinate number, and let alone me being content with the world at large.

so whats got me down?

firstly......TIME.... the lack of it.
im a fairly busy person as you know, and getting time to myself is something that i generally need to sacrafice some sleep for.

down-time, as i like to call it, is when you appreciate the world and all the glorious wonder of it.... or when you see your friends in a situation where you dont need to worry about teachers.... or when you can kiss someone whenever the hell you want, wherever you want.... or whatever.

secondly....my apparent inability to 'grow a pair'

thirdly......rumors...... im sick of these bastards.
earlier in the week i was told something i considered quite disturbing and has been playing on my mind ever since. i literally cant comprehend how numb my brain goes when thinking and trying to make sence of the situation.... (further details can be found if u ask me directly)

and finally......why should i care?
im in the middle of several situations that i could so easily walk out of....but would leave them high and dry..... now as much as i want to walk away, i also enjoy going there..... catch 22.


ye shall recieve no extra bits today coz frankly im not in the mood.

CIAO

the problem with..... part 14

understanding

my god, how thick are we as a human race? if we were versing other species, we'd have to be put into the handicapped section, just to be given a fair chance....

we dont know where we are, how we got here, we dont know what we're doing, we dont know how to preserve the planet....we barely know how to preserve ourselves....
we forsake our needs and try to compensate by having more of one than another.....we're greedy bastards who want all but give nothing....

or are we?

I love..... right? thats a give and take thing, surely? i give my heart, offering you to accept it....if you decide to reciprocate, i can do the same... thus: give AND take

we have theory's of it all (granted its not the same as definitave evidence), which shows that our minds, although narrow minded at times, can be stretched and opened to show an entirly new perspective of it all.

its true we dont know what we've got till its gone, which is why its such a struggle and a heartache to salvage what can be salvaged, after our sheer stupidity.....but we learn and accept

and how do we preserve ourselves? we just hope nothing goes wrong half the time....the other half, we try to decide whats best, and if need be, we let go of part of our life. selfish or mature?


i know this is a bollocks blog, but basicly its a metaphore. so, sorry about that but its been on my mind and i offer the challenge for you to decifer it, if you so wish...

TFTD
subtlty is the best form of insanity...

QFTD
if you wanted to show your true emotions for one second, how much of it would be happiness?

HUFTD
school....
me driving again on sunday....
end of the world 2012....standard stuff reli

CRA XD
(oh yeah, mo-fo on fire now bitch!)